Good News...?

We got our place! We are moving in tomorrow! It's a condo being rented out at a cheap rate for eight months, after which the rent will go up $200 and we can decide whether or not we want to stay. I don't want to move again in eight months. I cried about it for a whole day. In the end we decided it's worth it to live there for that amount of time, and who knows, maybe by the end of it, we'll even think the extra $200 a month is worth it.

Where do I start. I've had such mixed feelings and unclear doubts about it from the beginning, but I've been so disconnected from my subconscious that I wasn't sure what the messages meant. I do think we made a good choice by taking it. I really think it was most likely my disappointment talking.. disappointed that I may not get to make a home yet, and that in eight months we might have to leave this beautiful place.

But still there's something there that I have not been able to translate. I have to be careful of the choices I make in the following weeks and months, to stay on top of things and keep my goals in sight. I don't know what's coming, where I'll work, who I'll meet, what I'll begin- but I know I'll need my intuition to steer me, and that's what I hope to focus on strengthening right now.